the best ever ;

laoshi is so amazing like...amazing grace ..lol btw he coordinated the whole song and the last part is really awesome



xinmin guzheng tuan ... ahh wells though we are rivals , but i think they played sai ma really well

i cant believe it when i saw 98 over videos on pl guzheng tuan , and mostly uploaded by laoshi
really miss those days when my fingers moved so quickly and i didn't really bother abt the blisters on my hand... yet , just playing the most ji dong music like -ku er ban makes me feel the surge of pride ''like finally i owned it!!! ''

and yes , those were the days when i used to freak out every single second 'when will laoshi arrive ???' because we had to memorise all the scores by heart, and have stupid tests to make sure we knw the song well ... and i always fail :/ and laoshi always punish me by making me stay back to learn it by heart before i cld go home ):
and i rmbered dionne and i will always dread going for cca ... and we always complain how our cca suckssss and all , by now i guess mine wasn't as bad compared to hers at least we get to sit in an air con room ( haha)
ok but when laoshi ...starts screaming at my face again i hate it , back then we had no personal trainer unlike NOW... which is totally unfair , the 5 of us had to rely on each other to get our beats and coordination right and syf was the worst!, i rmbered how laoshi made all of us cry cause he was flaring up, but then again how do we get our 8 golds and 2 gold w.honours for syf if he dont yell and cook us in his pressure cooker

and those performance days ...when i rmber how joy wld start stressing abt hair and all
srsly it was so funny everyone had the same hairstyle la.. cause most of us will tie 'french plait' instead of a bun -.- and i felt so grossed out whenever i look at my face, yea ms wong and mrs ding will start nagging whenever we dont put enough blusher and lipstick and they will always threaten us that if we dont do our makeup well they'll do it for us ... and then the poor person will look like she's going wayang (!!!) LOL
&& the super long black skirt( its a tradition to preserve the chinese heritage man, we are suppose to be gu niang) but nope , during late performances we'll always cover it over our heads and scare pple HAHAHA ! and then we'll get scolded again for not being graceful -.-

sigh... miss the great performances we always put up and the days when we always do the grand finale and i always felt this sense of joy that finally its over and everyone's happy

well yes a total of 4 yrs in pl guzheng tuan , i cant believe i survived it ... though i really wanted to give up halfway but i guess just hearing the songs we play as a tuan really move me ... and i always have goosebumps whnever we play sai ma , ku er ban and hong fei hong ... my fav pieces and the pieces i shed tears for, the times when i fell down yet picked myself up and continued running , stupid politics and backstabbers i still appreciate you guys for teaching me the real meaning of ''inner strength '' and also the happy memories i shared with my fellow guzheng seniors and mates not forgetting laoshi and the teachers in charge for having faith in me yea and my poor junoirs i always dao and shout at ... lol, im such a nasty senior man.. but deep down i just felt that you guys lack of respect ,but then again ... dont learn frm me im just being a difficult person lol


and i guess my good buddy caro is still continuing guzheng in nyjc , well thanks for always being there during cca to practice with me and to conquer all the difficult parts i guess i will re consider joing back guzheng in poly but, i want to try smth new and i really want to join touch rug yea dont laugh